How all this started

In the past, probably three years ago, when I was 13 guys started calling me names and fat. As a girl, you would want to impress guys that is a jerk and to think about it now. I thought to myself "Man wasn't I stupid?". I started to jog every single day.. & seriously every single day. Few weeks has past and people started telling me I lost weight, I look better. I was really happy, I lost total of 8 kg which 17.6 pounds, it's not much but I was really happy. But the bullying didn't really stop there, I was still called names, fat, ugly, stupid, etc. I cried a lot, and try too hard to fit in.. At the age of 14, no guys or girls call me names, it was my best year. I dance, I gained weight again, I was happy. At the age of 15, you might think that I am happy, but no, I realized that I've gained too much. So i decided to jog do some traditional push ups and sit ups. Then I fell back. This year? I went hardcore, I lift, I run, I swim, I do all sorts of exercise. Unfortunately, it was hard for me to eat healthily. :( It is very expensive but I am trying my best, I won't give up. :) Till then, have a good day and stay tuned?